January 18, 2009

"Love is a Losing Game"


"When has love ever been a form of torture
When has it ever been something you run from & hide
When your entire life you just keep looking for it like some who has lost their keys
When has you heart ever get broken twice
You try relentlessly over & over again fighting for it
& once you have it
The more you fight
The harder it gets
& the bigger the crater in your heart
You wonder is it worth it in the end?
Is it really worth all those pennies & dimes called your tears?
Is it really worth all those nights you spent awake
Lying in bed
Wondering where is that person who holds your heart in his/her hand
Wondering if you have made the right mistake or not
Yes,
Mistake..
You always wonder whether it was right or wrong to fall in love
It's always wrong No doubt about that
The pressures of it the heartaches
The pain
The time All for what?
For nothing..
Yet some of us just find it amazing how so many people have that perception
Then you ask,
Who are you kidding?
"Love is just a losing game!"
You lose everything
A man loses his wife for the love of his mistress
The woman loses her husband to his mistress
The children lose their father to their future step-mum, which they eventually hate
A girl loses her virginity to the man she "loves"
He leaves her for another girl who is more popular
Sexier, sexual more desirable
Yet she says I "LOST" my virginity to the boy I love
Who are you kidding?
Really?
You just said it You "LOST" something to someone who left you
He didn't lose anything
He just gained another, maybe even better, sex partner
"Love IS a losing game"
Yet, we always manage to find ourselves running to it
Grabbing hold of it
Praying in the holiest of time for God to keep that love going
When deep down you just know the cold hard truth
Love is just another harmful, painful, tearful, depressing thought, or rather a game
That people play for something so trivial as to fall for someone who they think is their "soul mate"
What is that phrase anyway?
Just another way to sell love at the corner of the street at a stand with a sign that says,
"Love 4 sale"..
" Such grim thoughts run through her head
Is just another day in her life?
Or is just a phase?
She'll never know
As she is always tortured by the fact that she has not enough 'heart' to love again..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Yo eman =P
i didnt knw how to start ...
anywhoooos
ur blog is wonderful and u always blow us away with ur kewl ideas and stuff ( mainly abt love) but i must say i dnt agree with everythin u say
coz after my experience in this so called game i discovered love is abt giving and u dnt have to expect anything from the person u love.Just seeing him/her everyday is the highlight of ur day and every1 knws what i mean and another thing not everytime u fall in love is a mistake coz u knw sometimes it could be the only way u'll goin to grow up and ur the way u c life will change. Now dnt tell me that in ur 2 times u didnt feel that
that the world was sth difference
that the phrase no1 was perfect is totally wrong. Love makes u wake up every morning with a nice mood.
So in the end even though love can make u go through shit and headaches but believe me its the most wonderful thing god created coz this feeling in particular can be explained in many ways and yet u cant give its right in explaining.
Peace and hope u find what u want in life =D

faith said...

Ramooy!
Firstly, thank you for your comment..
Secondly, I do agree with you & what you have said.. It's all true & I'm so with you..
If you have read my previous posts you would have seen that there is a story which almost links them all..
I have not finished the tale, & there is yet a continuim..
Wait till the next post, as the tale is uncovered!

Thank you once more for your comment!
Hope you enjoy my other posting & the ones which are yet to come!


Faith..